over the past few months, i've really grown to like crying. seriously. it's like nobody takes me seriously when i say i'm sad. but when i'm crying, suddenly i'm surrounded by friends who all want me to feel happy again. i don't really know why i wanted to say that. i guess i've been looking at too many old pictres, or listening to old fav songs, or something.
skipping to the pint: i need a time machine, and pronto. back to march please. i made a very bad choice that month...and i really want to undo it! it's causing me nothing but trouble lately. it's been making me and someone i love really miserable. i wish that day had never happened, i'm sad but happy about it, ashamed but sort of proud.

and my computer is still being a crackhead so no pictures yet XP